♥ nurul ain (:

This @ TwoTen

2012-01-26T02:27:00.007+08:00

- H 14/11

A piece of advice that I will always remember no matter how small my pea brain is. It got me through some of the toughest times in these three years. Now, it's my final lap. I can do this. Allez, me and everyone else!

Long ride

2012-01-23T03:28:00.000+08:00

Back, with a train of thoughts. You know, how I used to believe in everything but love? It is just so bizarre and cliché. Like right now, I don't even want to say 'hi' for fear that I don't get a response from you. What is this fear? Why don't get that tingly bitsy nice feeling I once had anymore? We should discuss this issue of our four valves more often. It helps to open up things, instead of being in each others' throats. I wish I could do this with you, till the break of dawn.

I still fear for the worst when one day, you wake up from this dream and magically don't love each other anymore. For, I was taught as a child that people always leave. And I'm not fine with that.

Kepadanya

2012-01-12T23:20:00.001+08:00

NAK NANGIS BOLEH? T_T
Overwhelmed with everything that is happening. Why things have to happen all at the same time. If this is a challenge set by the Almighty, I willingly accept and be thankful for teaching and tweaking my patience. I need to talk to a soul, right now, without feeling cranky.

FFFUUUUUUUUU

2012-01-05T15:19:00.003+08:00

Not anymore. You're pathetic, go away. Fuck this.

Playing it cool

2012-01-04T23:43:00.000+08:00

One fine night

2012-01-03T11:16:00.016+08:00

Truth is, it wasn't as magical as I thought it would be. Sparks didn't fly. Butterflies didn't float. Fireworks didn't burst. But the moment those soft full lips touched still amazed me. I would appreciate if you took one moment amidst all those twsweets to care, at least. Cuz sometimes, it hurts instead.

To be the one waiting.

Superman

2011-12-27T10:39:00.001+08:00

I can't promise that with me, all your problems will be gone and life will be perfect, but I can promise that you won't have to face your problems alone and that life will be what we make it. <3

Not the same

2011-12-14T02:23:00.004+08:00

Good morning texts. They're just so nice to receive. Just the thought of someone thinking about you when they wake up, or waiting for you to wake up and talk to them is nice. It's cute to know that someone wanted you to sleep well or wake up. It's just a good feeling to, in a way, be looked over. It's a nice feeling to know you're in someone's thought. And I miss that, a lot.

'Til the night

2011-12-05T22:45:00.003+08:00

Happy food; Love to have some of these right now. :/
Wish you were here.

Never liked those things

2011-11-27T17:52:00.001+08:00

This weekend, I built a fort on my bed. I spent so much time on it with my supplies of water, pills and my phone.

Yes, I am sick. I've got this throbbing headache that doesn't seem to go away. And every time I read my notes, it aches even more. So much that I am pretty sure it eats up my pea-brain. This thing about viruses, I am not very fond of you if you keep attacking my system like this. And the rain with thunders and lightnings aren't helping a tiny bit. Everything adds up and it's "bursting-in-pain-in-poor little ain's head".

I think I'm a lost cause for all the papers this week. How do I help myself? Damn I feel like dying. I want to be up and running again, please immune system get well soon!

Like seriously

2011-11-24T11:28:00.003+08:00

Why.Oh.You

2011-11-21T21:57:00.001+08:00

Hi, I give up on you and your silly antics. I've had enough of all this back and forth things that's running all over me. I'm just gonna let go this special something we shared. Where were you when I needed you the most.

Yours Sincerely,
the one and only me
:/

If only

2011-11-13T17:33:00.002+08:00

When it seems like there’s no one left to run to in this world, you can come to me. I’ll be your shooting star. You can tell me your dreams. I can’t promise to make them come true, but I’ll be there to pick up the pieces of your broken heart if your dreams happen to fall through.

- my perfect man (fireworks!) ♥

Eenie booo

2011-11-09T21:07:00.001+08:00

Saddest day. Or happiest day. I can't tell. The fact that I slipped a button on that little gadget makes me so depressed. But the fact that I have a new little gadget to play with delights me. Oh who knows, this could be the start of another milestone.

In all, the moon today makes me smile the ain's smile like this :)))))

Guts

2011-11-05T13:13:00.001+08:00

I quit twitter. That's two and a half years of my life in there. Not much of a big deal. I think I had enough. Except for the times when I really really need to talk to a motionless soul. It's just a text away from twitter.

Sigh. It's over. My life. My event. It was great when it lasts but now, I'm glad it was over. Time to train for good.

The letter

2011-11-04T03:00:00.002+08:00

What happened? What happened to love? I used to say that love is a load of bull. I've got my reasons why. Let's just reference to Kim Kardashian's divorce. (Oh boy, this is the after-effect of reports!) Love and marriage always doesn't end the way it is in fairytales. Even the ever-so-perfect Ashton Kutcher and Demi Moore are cheating on each other. And right from the start, Britney Spears and Kevin Federline broke my heart. Have you ever wondered what happened to Cinderella and the Prince after wards? How happily-ever-after is just too overrated?

This is why I've taken baby steps to everything in life. And love. I wouldn't want to believe that "People Always Leave", but it had proven to be true all this while. Friends, family, celebrities, fans, stalkers. It is hard for me not to think, not to say it loud, but people, really, always leave. Special, or not, it turned out to be the same. I am tired of thinking/saying/believing that it is gonna change. It must change. I have to take my chances. I'd like to believe in forever&always. Cuz you came around, for years. And it just struck me as amazing somehow.

Almost had...

2011-10-30T19:42:00.001+08:00

Past few weeks have been so much fun with these people around. Different-antics, faking-its and silly-try-outs make me feel sky-high every single weekend. Now that ten weeks had past, let's give our all for the last semester. To new beginnings! :)

Living in my own world

2011-10-26T22:30:00.002+08:00

Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Not looking forward to tomorrow.

Tskkk. I am so glad that I have everyone to count on. Damn, I am so dependable on people. Gotta change this, gotta change this. I can't live without everyone. Thank you for saving me in times of need, all you lovely people. :)

And that should be enough

2011-10-26T10:34:00.001+08:00

So I clicked on a button. Then realized that I knew too much. Tooo much of anything is tooo much. And now I'm beginning to hate the word “you”. Cuz the word “you” always leads me to you.
:)

Fickle me tickle

2011-10-17T23:15:00.003+08:00

Okay that's it. I'm going to run this town. I can't take all this not-knowing thing anymore. Oh man, I suck. :(

(edited)
I scored. Oh yeah I scored. I don't suck anymore, you do. ;)

Just the way I'm not

2011-10-12T22:41:00.001+08:00

Each time I see your face, I die a little inside. I wish I could wrap my arms around you for a big good hug, doesn't matter if you're icky sweaty smelly. Is this what you call sick puppy love? Sick. This is so sick. What's happening to us? What happened to me?

Four and a girl

2011-10-07T23:50:00.005+08:00

One of the best screaming nights ever. Thank you Syafiq, Wira and friends. :)

E for E-mazing

2011-10-01T21:54:00.001+08:00

Meet my bestfriend! The one that is always there when everyone else leaves and get busy. The one that I can tell a whole lot of stories to and will never get bored listening. I am very glad to have met a wonderful bestfriend like you right from the very start, hurdling every issue and laughing it all off. Enjoy Vietnam you fool! And also Malaysia right after. I'll see you when you get back, in one peice bro. :)

Lies with you

2011-09-30T22:57:00.000+08:00

Whoever she is

2011-09-26T23:38:00.001+08:00

Always and forever will be, your smiley girl :))))

The seach for something more

2011-09-25T18:01:00.004+08:00

Hi!

I've been holding this in for a really long time. I don't know how to start but everything has always been all about you.

"We have been through so much together. And despite how confused I've been or lost I might have gotten, there was always you. Finding me and saving me."

600 days ago, where it all started. Do you remember then? Every minute, every hour. Every text, every chat. Sigh, sometimes I wish that I have the courage to tell you every bit of this. I like you dude. And, sometimes its frustrating that all we could give was a smile.

Starlit nights

2011-09-15T23:27:00.003+08:00

There is a light and it never goes out
And there is a promise and i don't mean to scream and shout
But there is a fog and it's blocking that light
Gotta let you go, no use in fighting this fight

Going skyline

2011-05-10T00:58:00.000+08:00

That tingly feeling inside, what is that? I hope you do too! :)

Promise keepers

2011-03-21T16:58:00.001+08:00

♥

Should be me

2011-03-19T22:16:00.008+08:00

So let's get this all out. I feel useless. This leg of mine isn't healing as fast as it should be. The wound looks deadly awful. I couldn't do anything but to sit on my bed and stone, maybe read a book and then fall asleep. I had to wait for dinner to be served without being much of help in the kitchen. The cycle then rotates itself as day turns into night. I could just wish that painkillers last a lifetime and treating wounds are much easier than it looks. I wouldn't want to start on the pain. The weather is not helping a teeny weeny bit. I wish I could be back on the mountains in the freezing weather just so that my limbs would be numb. Is this what 'the most looked-forward-to Saturday' turned out to be? Damn you foot, please help me or I'll be hopping around again. I just want my normal life back, even if it means to be waking up before the sun rises and get ready for the action-packed day. And if I could, I wouldn't want to board the airplane home. I don't want to be useless anymore. Yet, I really gotta say that my whole ten days away from the island had been one of the best times ever. Those experience will be etched in this tiny memory called my pea-brain, always.

And to think, this is only the second day since I'm back home. What's a full moon night without having a chance to get to the outside world.

"Do all the wonderful things happen when we are not aware of them?" To see you.

Dalam satu dunia

2011-03-07T23:01:00.004+08:00

:) :) :) :)

Fool's cool

2011-02-12T03:11:00.007+08:00

Flying freeely, after I make-up for the loss of precious sleep.

Big things we do

2011-01-27T04:24:00.004+08:00

Please get me through this weekend, next week, and the week after. I really need it badly. Just like that, easy peasy lemon squeezy. My friends, all the best! :)

Imagine

2011-01-12T08:11:00.002+08:00

M S R

2011-01-09T06:30:00.001+08:00

These two cute boys are my brothers. HAH, no it isn't what you think it is. They are the best people who never failed to make my day, be it for the better, or for the worse. Now tell me, who can have these little (or extremely huge) heart to heart talks with their siblings about everything in particular for almost every single day in your life? These beings were there for me when I needed someone to joke, someone to eat, someone to walk with. And someone to treat me! Without saying, we stood up for each other. Tell stupid white lies to the great ones. Laugh, help, tease, calling names and such.

Siblings can never be compared against everyone else. Here's to you guys for the best!

Life happens

2011-01-01T16:56:00.001+08:00

Today, I did something bold. It felt great. But I don't really know how it's gonna work out. Nonetheless, it's a brand new year. Brand New. I pretty much like the sound of it. Let's have a fantastic time ahead of us. Two Zero One One. :D

Things & time

2010-12-24T03:35:00.002+08:00

Been up all night staring at you
Wondering what's on your mind
I've been this way with so many before
But this feels like the first time
You want the sunrise, to go back to bed
I want to make you laugh
Mess up my bed with me
Kick off the covers, I'm waiting
Every word you say, I think
I should write down
Don't want to forget come daylight
Happy to lay here
Just happy to be here
I'm happy to know you

Takes courage

2010-12-15T03:29:00.002+08:00

This rewinds all the way back. Don't you think? :)

What if

2010-11-30T01:31:00.004+08:00

One day, I will be gone. And you know why.
I need a break.

Ready, set, please don't

2010-11-21T19:34:00.013+08:00

Tomorrow is Week 6. To panic or not, cuz it's the start of assessment week. Really lots of assessments that is. I'm so lost for everything. But what I do know is, I miss not having tests projects exams to care for.
:)

Been down

2010-11-13T23:37:00.007+08:00

Is there such a thing as too much ice-creams for a day? Despite the cold, heartless heavy rain.

Look up the number

2010-11-03T03:21:00.001+08:00

Life is too short to be anything but cranky. Thunder roars and lightning flashes. School started and schedules packed. So let's be random at three in the morning.

First thing you do when you get home?
Surprise daddy

Sun, sand, and?
AIRPLANES!

Favourite song on a rainy day?
Yang terindah terlukis di bibirmu
Tak pernah ku lihat senyum mu sebegitu :)

When you wake up, you?
Greet the sky "gooodmorningggg!"

Coolest Beatles song you've ever heard?
Long Tall Sally

Journey to school would be?
SleeepSLEEEP

Stuff that you are doing now?
Radio and law tutorial

Describe yourself in one word.
Roarrr!

Pets are?
Not to be owned

I've never?
...gone scuba diving

Six seconds on Saturday made wonders to my world. :)

Keep it real

2010-10-08T00:53:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, you just wish that time will turn back to where it was. Never to change. Never to move on. A year ago, I accomplished three peaks. Those were the best moments in my life, some, heh. It was happy for everyone, all the smiles, every single day. To do it again, nothing will be the same. Like how they put it; "the pride is forever".

So to those who are going to Mount Stong...my strong amazing people. Treasure the times like no other, away from everything, just the nice greens and blues.

I love my life

2010-10-01T01:53:00.000+08:00

October is going smooth baby. :)

At the boardwalk

2010-09-23T23:49:00.001+08:00

Cuz monsters don't wear yellow. The best thing I've heard so far. LOL :)

The takedown

2010-09-20T01:55:00.002+08:00

Knocked up, bruises everywhere, face pale, swell, scratch that.
I look like a freaking bandit.

When life gives you lemon...?
10 days, and counting. :)

Kingdom hearts

2010-08-30T11:26:00.002+08:00

Here, there, and everywhere

2010-08-25T17:51:00.003+08:00

How I wish I could go back in time where everything seemed less complex. Where roads looked long and winding, and lamp-posts were so high that we thought we could climb and reach the clouds. Where playgrounds were the best place on Earth, apart from Disneyland, and ice-creams were our favorite treats.

Four boys and a girl. That was how things were in kindergarten. We were always looking forward to after-school playground sessions, the time where our own little "adventure" began. Superheroes were our idols. We were always arguing for our own favorites. Ultraman, batman, spiderman? Moms could only wish that there would be a day where superheroes were not mentioned. Climbing trees and catching spiders were tedious and gross for the girl but with those lads, every moment brought excitement and surprises.

Most of all, I miss putting on that blue uniform, running around the void deck like we owned the whole place. So there will always be us, five power rangers, ruling the playground at the age of five.
The best of friends. :)

Showstopper

2010-08-19T00:14:00.000+08:00

"I spy, with my little eye, something that begins with F."

Vindication, or not

2010-08-16T01:33:00.000+08:00

Truth is, it was my fault.

Sixty-five days ago, I made a mistake; a major mistake. It still hurts. It was wrong to take this long to realize things like this. I haven't been myself, or much like before. Everything was a mess.

I was selfish. All these nine to six working hours were draining my systems. To think, I haven't had any real conversation with anyone. Those that involves heart to heart talks that make you speak your mind and then blowing every issue just to laugh it off. I know you have been there for me but at times like these, I prefer to isolate myself. I was to blame though, to keep everything in me and let it go undefined just like that.

If you think this involves you, I apologize greatly. I am sorry for taking things for granted. I am sorry for making things turn out this way. I am sorry for not appreciating all the things that had occured. I am sorry for neglecting everything in my life.

I would gladly trade everything, every single day, just to have things back like it used to. I miss you, us, everyone. Let this be over. Please.

Playing back the moments

2010-08-15T16:22:00.009+08:00

Reasons why I love my Nick Jonas!
Ain't this really sweet? Hahs! :D

What's

2010-08-12T00:00:00.000+08:00

THIS?

THIS
IS
NOT

ME.

Feeling on the outside

2010-07-24T23:41:00.001+08:00

Exactly not what I was hoping for. This must not be life.

Be a rockstar

2010-07-04T23:20:00.004+08:00

I've come to the conclusion that if having things turn out the way you wanted them to is a measure of a successful life, then some would say I'm a failure. The important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments. Learn to let go of the past and recognize that everyday won't be sunny. And when you find yourself lost in the darkness and despair, remember: It's only in the black of night, we see the stars, and those stars will lead you back home. So don't be afraid to make mistakes, stumble and fall, because most of the time the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe you'll get everything you wished for. Maybe you'll get more than you ever could have imagined. Who knows where life will take you? The road is long, and in the end, the journey is the destination.

Paperback writer

2010-06-27T23:58:00.000+08:00

I know I owe a long post to my stalkerfriends (ahem, nabs!). Well, this trip won't be as awesome if it wasn't for them. And being there to pick me up for all the clumsy falls I had. You guys are really awesome you know that.

Oops, this isn't as long as it should be.

Twist and shout

2010-06-17T00:09:00.003+08:00

Routines? Early mornings, calls, freezes, lunch, more calls, countdowns. Well, nothing goes better than Skippy and Milo for a great start. Not forgetting early nights.

And Mr Cloud, can you please stop pouring?

Golden slumbers

2010-06-11T16:52:00.002+08:00

What's not to hate?
When everyone update their statuses with "time to party" and "finally it's over" and whatnots to celebrate, I'll have to say full shift starts on Monday. :(

But maybe, it could be the begining of something else.

Etcetera

2010-06-02T00:18:00.003+08:00

HELLO AND
GOODBYE.

Yer blues

2010-05-29T03:15:00.004+08:00

What's wrong? I've been complaining to everyone how I missed the full moon tonight. And how I hated horror flicks. And nightmares, they freak me out. Well nights like these are not worth staying up for. Except for one.

Watching rainbows

2010-05-15T04:08:00.001+08:00

So if I am right, I have 4 more weeks to a full swing schedule. No more hopping around hideouts and classrooms. A little less flying, a little less crashing but heck, no sleeping.

Well, the rain had finally stopped and made its way for the tiny stars to float around the scarlet sky. :)

Ticket to ride

2010-05-11T13:11:00.000+08:00

"When you're struggling with something, look at all the people around you and realize that every single person you see is struggling with something, and to them, it's just as hard as what you're going through."

Life isn't all about surviving. At times, I find myself thinking about ways to unravel this mysteries of life. I assume pretty much that most people wants to be happy. I wonder if their definition of being happy is the same as mine. Love, joy, peace? I want to strike a difference.

And I also want to fly.

The night before

2010-05-06T01:13:00.001+08:00

"Staring at the stars was like staring backward in time, since some stars are so far away that their light takes millions of years just to reach us. That we see stars not as they look now, but as they were when dinosaurs roamed the earth. The whole concept just struck me as…amazing somehow."

See them, hear them, touch them

2010-05-02T03:48:00.002+08:00

Late night mess. :)

Shrink the world

2010-04-10T03:20:00.000+08:00

Shooting star. Waterfall. Jumps. Sunburns. Smiles. Avatar.
That's how we do it. :D

Save your heart

2010-04-04T05:16:00.001+08:00

If I were to tell you, the rain makes me sad. I want the sun to shine again.

Grapevine fires

2010-03-21T23:51:00.001+08:00

So I am feeling all sad and sappy after watching a Korean movie which always ends with 'not a happy ending'. Lately, I've been stuffing myself with chocolate chip cookies and spending so much time with Lisa Kleypas and her reads of Blue-Eyed Devil. Yet, I am still awed at my three-seconds of fame yesterday, not to mention my moments with the stars.

Walking in the sand

2010-03-14T22:12:00.003+08:00

FLY FLY FLY. :)

Jump rope

2010-03-11T02:03:00.003+08:00

MEHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
We laughed. We danced. We cheered. We won!

Magnetic hearts

2010-03-05T01:58:00.002+08:00

I miss this lot and BK so much.

The silence

2010-02-28T02:45:00.000+08:00

Get it right, or never at all.

Closer to the edge

2010-02-25T00:49:00.001+08:00

Exam madness is hitting straight at the finishing point. Yet right now, I am still facing notes, pencils, more papers and all. A little distraction had my papers filled with doodles among all those workings. And I am really proud to say that I actually CAN draw, after all these years! My snack bar is filling up. Say hello to movies and late night parades.

But now, it's time for the last paper.

Make this count

2010-02-13T17:14:00.000+08:00

Each day, a step closer. Yet again, it is another moment to reach out for our dreams.
ALL THE BEST FOR THE EXAMS! :D

Just leave that behind

2010-02-06T14:14:00.010+08:00

Cause you're not the only one,
Who's ever felt this way.
Don't let the world cave in,
Just tell me that you'll stay.

Now that the pain is done,
No need to be afraid.
We don't have time to waste,
Just tell me that you'll stay.

The bright lights

2010-01-17T15:16:00.003+08:00

Have you ever had a dream that seemed so real that when you wake up you didn't know what to believe? What would you do if what you thought was true wasn't? And what you thought wasn't true, was? Would you return to your dreams in hope of finding a more perfect reality?

Break your little heart

2010-01-08T01:05:00.002+08:00

She looked at the screen with disdain and remorse. What had she done? She doesn't even know. One thing, just one thing for sure: She wants her happy days back again.

A thousand faces

2010-01-02T02:11:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, what we need is just a little faith.
HAPPY 2010!

Kiss you goodnight

2009-12-27T12:48:00.002+08:00

Four days. That's all I have to make new resolutions and bring in the new year. The numbers two zero one zero are troubling me. I don't know what to look forward to.

I've learnt so much this past year. I think I've grown, I've changed. I figured some of the best things in life happens when you least expect it. I learned to stop analyzing things, they happened for a reason. I learned that friends always make things easier. Yet, there were some things I regret, some words I didn't mean to speak and some mistakes I made. I know I have my own flaws and imperfection. And lastly, there's more to life when we listen to our hearts.

Can't see the forest for the trees

2009-12-23T01:11:00.001+08:00

"Alone we can do so little, together we can do so much."

It's over. :D

Soular flares

2009-12-08T16:12:00.000+08:00

We all have our time machines. Some take us back, they’re called memories. Some take us forward, they’re called dreams.

Late nights are perfect with s'mores, nice music and the stars. :)

Leave the ground

2009-11-28T18:45:00.001+08:00

It’s not the great things we do and the people who applaud that matters, but the times we screw up, break down, fall apart, hit the floor, and the people who stick around and help us laugh through it all.

Uptown, get around

2009-11-16T03:03:00.001+08:00

Sometimes the heroine needs saving too..

There is no person in the world who is made to handle every punch that’s thrown at them. We aren’t made that way. In fact, we’re made to get mad, upset, sad, be hurt, stumble and fall. We aren’t supposed to be able to handle everything. But that’s what makes us stronger in the end, by learning from the things that hurt us most.

Against the grain

2009-11-10T23:08:00.001+08:00

I am guilty for wasting 12345678910 boxes of tissue just to stop my nose from leaking. Last weekend was splendid despite the body aches and sore shoulders and tired feet. I am feeling dysphoric. There are so many things to do that I don't know where, and how to begin with. I shall just continue listening to A Rocket To The Moon and start figuring out my brain dysfunction.

Imagine waking up with a backyard full of white and pink roses. Wouldn't it be nice? Oh well, fantasies never escape me. On a side note, panadol flu pills taste so yucky.

Wait for dreams

2009-10-29T00:51:00.001+08:00

Trigger happy

2009-10-23T23:39:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SA'IDAH!

Stay happy blowing bubbles and you know, me love you very much. :D

Bud under the stars

2009-10-22T23:55:00.002+08:00

Schooooooool! It is so odd. At one moment I am jumping around between classes and breaks, and the next thing I know, I am hanging out with all the slackers in the world.
Sneezes and coughs. Tell me that I am not ill. I shall believe that everything is gonna be okay after a good night sleep.

Such great heights

2009-10-19T01:17:00.003+08:00

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh you make me smile
:D

Scene change

2009-10-16T11:39:00.001+08:00

Hello Earthlings.

School is starting in three days. So it is time for another new semester; another seventeen weeks of books and lectures and libraries and lunches and classroom madness.

cuz we're star gazing
with you, its amazing from here
when the stars are gone
i know that we'll disappear
:D

Role reversal

2009-10-07T23:57:00.001+08:00

When Math gets too boring, these two people went out for an ice-cream break that lasted way too long. They ended up in a shopping mall with lots of candies and munchies in their hands. It could be that they finished up all the stocks at the snack bar. Feeling satisfied, they strolled home, forgetting what they were there for. Goodbye ice-cream.

Psst, but I managed to catch the ice-cream man though.

GOODLUCK FOR PSLE, LITTLE MAN. :D

Together with the sundown

2009-10-05T14:13:00.003+08:00

"The pain is temporary but, the pride is forever."

Six days. Three summits. Thousands of photos. Millions of smiles. A string of memories.
What an accomplishment!

Can't stop won't stop

2009-09-23T23:43:00.002+08:00

I have been watching too much of 90210.
I have been listening to The Maine on repeat.
I have been sleeping way too late.
I have been wanting to catch Bandslam in the theatres.
I have been eating so many kuih raya.
I have been reading countless romance novels.
I have been trying to clear the junks in my room.
I have been cancelling so many meet-ups.
I have been dreaming even when I'm awake.
I have been on this laptop for too long.
Time to get serious.

Bila takbir bergema

2009-09-21T12:04:00.006+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya!
Maaf Zahir Batin!

So it's been another year. What I can't forget is that two of my fingers got scalded while helping Mom cook rendang. Damn it hurts. Alright, all of your days must be great too. :D

Glamour

2009-09-20T23:48:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDMUND!

Dang, I forgot what stuff did you put in your shirt, but that moment was hilarious.

Shoot the stars down

2009-09-16T02:34:00.001+08:00

City lights & starry nights

2009-09-10T02:34:00.004+08:00

I feel like I'm blessed with amazing friends who are always there to make me smile. ♥

Septimus

2009-09-07T23:52:00.007+08:00

This is what you get when it's your special day.
Happy Birthday to ME!
Alongside, Kah Yee and Lovell and the rest of you who shared this day, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D

My mind is desperately finding the right words to elaborate about this special moment. Let's just say that I will give you seventeen random facts about myself.

1. My name is Nurul Ain. :)
2. I am pretty sure that I don't look like a Chinese.
3. I laugh at things which are so insignificant.
4. In my mind, I count in threes, fours and fives.
5. I still believe in silly stuff such as time travel, giants, love at first sight, monsters and fairies.
6. I did not notice that I have a smile plastered across my face everyday, until my friends told me so.
7. My iTunes playlist is pretty strange cuz I like it that way.
8. I listen to many powerpops and acoustics.
9. I love long bus rides on single deck buses.
10. The best creation on earth is the Internet, I swear.
11. I can spend the whole day on the couch watching One Tree Hill.
12. I want to marry someone like Lucas Scott.
13. The perfect breakfast would be PB&J sandwiches.
14. I admit that I am extremely clumsy.
15. I used to think that chocolate milk comes from brown cows and if you swallow a chewing gum, you will die.
16. My face was smeared with different sauces, cream and cake just now.
17. Today might just be the most amazing day in my life.

Thank you for making this day special as it already was. I love you guys.
:D

Truck stop blues

2009-09-02T17:14:00.000+08:00

It's September!
So guess what? I miss studying. I miss deciding what to have for lunch. I miss staying up so late that we have to get ready for school the next moment. I miss the days we had in the library- mugging, webcams, movies, complains about our inner rockstar tummy. I miss all of you.

Semester break, and my sleeping pattern is screwed. I am not a sloth. I am not. I think I shall start reading all over again.

Hanging by a moment

2009-08-31T01:12:00.000+08:00

Step by step, heart to heart, left right left.
We all fall down, like toy soldiers.
Bit by bit, torn apart, we never win.
But the battle wages on, like toy soldiers.

Everything ended on a bad note. Things happened for a reason, no? Still, I am just happy that I have my whole life ahead of me. For now, let's gaze up and watch the stars.

Are you true?

2009-08-25T02:26:00.002+08:00

Have yet to sleep for the second night in a row. I am just curling on the chair with a hoodie and my yellow notebook. I think I am slowly falling ill with this splitting headache and cough. I know, this will be over by the end of the week. Still anticipating, yay?

Daybreak is the best time for you to gaze at the huge sky with all the early birds chirping and flying past. I like it when its dawn and the skies have both the shades of orange and blue. That may be the best part of staying up. (:

The leavers dance

2009-08-23T02:52:00.000+08:00

I'm having my second cup of Milo on this cold rainy night, with All Time Low playing on my speakers, pencil in my hand and eyes on my yellow exercise book. It's another night burying in books.
AHHH I CAN'T WAIT FOR THIS WEEK TO END!

Oh, its the start of fasting month. I'm gonna miss being out in the sun so much.

Searching for a former clarity

2009-08-15T02:17:00.007+08:00

Maybe we're not supposed to be happy. Maybe gratitude has nothing to do with joy. Maybe being grateful means recognizing what you have for what it is. Appreciating small victories. Admiring the struggle it takes simply to be human. Maybe we're thankful for the familiar things we know. And maybe we're thankful for the things we'll never know. At the end of the day, the fact that we have the courage to still be standing is reason enough to celebrate.

It's been more than 4 months since school started. Now, this is where we make our way closer to our dreams.

ALL THE BEST FOR THE EXAMS! :D